Friday, November 07, 2008

wHiCh oNe?


Phew!!...轻松多了

It's over.. finished... 19 days of exam.. never had I ever before had such a long stretch of exam.

Torturing lar..

A few things that I was reminded again and again was..

Studies doesn't satisfy. We/I can put A LOT of effort but sometimes I think it's like chasing wind. Somehow, I think no matter how much effort I put in or even if I tried my very best somehow some way, I think I can still put in more effort and my best was still not my very best actually. I dunno la..

Exams are very torturing---- especially when it's extended to three weeks. Argh! The desire to get good results yet in the same time being tortured and forced to study. Not wanting to give up bcos of “kia shu-ness”. Living in the "studying world" for 19 days.. pressured by people. Argh! Not nice..

Exams can sometimes be nice too. Hehe.. I enjoyed this journey walking with the Lord. Whispering to Him every now and then when my brain got stuck and "begging" him to give me 1% of his wisdom so that I can answer those tough questions. Hehe.. it's really comforting to know that God is always beside us, left, right, behind, front, top, bottom.. guiding and providing our needs. I really thank God for his faithfulness. His faithfulness endures forever=).

Without even realising, 2008 is coming to an end. sigh.. Basically, this year was quite a challenging + tough + .... Time passed very slowly during rough patches. Dealing with people is not easy but going through those thick and thin times with them are one of the best times this year. I think through all that we've gone through this year(class problems), we've really got to know each other in a deeper and better. We're not just a "hi" and "bye" friends ady. I thank God for that=). People change. A lot of decisions had to be made especially for the class. Every decision has its consequences and it effects the whole class and what lies ahead.

I love my class very much;).

pictures will be up soon.


*band practice today was FUN!!=)
*should i? or should i not? should i become a perfect? but for certain reasons, i prefer to be a
ketua.. i "cant let go off" my class. how should i answer the discipline teacher?

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