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After considering.. i decided to redo the personality test again since...... hehe... I'm a........

MelPhleg

So... what did i do in school today? haih.. my first day in school this week=P. as usual.. i woke up at 6am.. *skipped.. ate breakfast.. go to school. i always enjoy the morning "wind". as i walk a long the walk way to the dewan i enjoy the fresh morning air.. the cold, quiet atmosphere and the greeny padang grass. it is God's creation! sometimes... after a night of stress i feel peace flowing down after a 5 minutes walk along the walk way. heee..

Again... we, the form 3ss went for another outing. this time was better than the visit to the "penjara" which didn't fulfill what i expected to be. what a waste.... so... today.. we went to institut haiwan. we(most from our class) took the extraordinary bus. hehe.. we saw lots and lots of cows. they stink!!* i need fresh air we saw baby cows, huge cows and even pregnant cows(ready to deliver). hehe.. we visited rabbits too. one of the "penjaga" there explained that white rabbits are from China. huh?? i like white rabbits! after walking under the hot sun.. we continued our journey to tropical village.

The journey was "FUN" ! argh.. the bus tyre suddenly punctured! what lah.. poor bus driver.. he was panicked but some inconsiderate people just sat on the bus showing no respect but gossiping abt him. haha.. we waited for another bus to take us and.. we nearly knock down a dog. phew.... i enjoyed tropical village. i walked around teman-ed by Pek Man- a quiet but intelligent girl in class=)!

The whole outing was fun. we ate most of the time in the bus. and.. i ended up not eating my lunch. haha.. i slept straight after i went home.

i just cant understand why is my English is decreasing so badly. sigh.. sigh.. sigh... i just learned that i must recognise my problems and work at it until i get a positive result.=)

I ponteng-ed..
hehe

A Mother's LOVE!!

A mother's love is something
that no one can explain,
it's made of deep devotion
and of sacrifice and pain,
it is endless and unselfish
and enduring come what may
for nothing can destroy it
or take that love away.......
it is patient and forgiving
when all others are forsaking,
and it never fails or falters
even though the heart is breaking......
it believes beyond believing
when the world around condemns,
and it glows with all the beauty
of the rarest, brightest gems.
it is far beyond defining,
it defies all expectation,
and it still remains a secret
like the mysteries of creation......

a many splendoured miracle

man cannot understand

and another wondrous evidence
of God's tender, guiding hand.

The Cure..

A few moths ago, i borrowed a book for my good friend. it is "The Cure For a Troubled Heart". i find this book very useful for me=D! it started by questioning readers "Do you have a troubled heart today?, Do you have hurts that others can't see?, Wounds you can't even put into words?, Aches that are years deep and reach into the back rooms of your soul?" This whole book is based on the meditation of Psalm 37. here are some things that I've learned....

# The Son of God sees. He is moved with compassion by what He sees. the Lord Jesus feels it in His gut when He sees a troubled heart.

# The Lord sees beyond the physical beauty and the outward signs of success. the Lord sees straight into our troubled hearts. People are kind and sympathetic but only Jesus can see, feel and understand.

# There is a cure for a troubled heart. it starts by turning to the one who needs no appointments, description or explanations. He sees. He is moved. He will heal.

# We have to live on the promises of God when we go through hard times.

# No matter what our present circumstances, no matter how gloomy the day or heavy our heart, God's Word tells us:

"You(my children) will overcome. I will provide. I will comfort. I will heal. I will deliver. if not now, then later. if not in this life, then in the next."

# "Trust in the Lord, and do good." - Psalm 37:3. real comfort and healing for a troubled heart don't occur until we get in over our heads and strike out for the deep.

# Real trust doesn't occur until we've committed the full weight of our hopes, dreams and expectations -- our lives -- into His hands.

# Healing begins when we trust.

# His faithfulness is about the firmness, security, stability of His character. We can depend on Him. we can find rest, comfort and peace for which our hearts long for in Him.

# God is faithful. no matter what the situation, when we go to bed at night -- even if we have nothing in our hands or under our pillow -- even if there are no visible signs of success and blessing in our life -- we can trust Him to provide in the morning.

# Delight yourself in the Lord. Psalm 37:4.

# He is always within the range of our faintest cry for help. He loves to have us step out of our own strength and into His mighty shadow. He loves to have us find our delight and security in Him.

# " My son, you don't have to make everything right. you don't have to work everything out. you're trying to be a little god on your own. would you -- just for a while -- put all of that aside? would you step back from your worrying and scheming and trying to manipulate event... and just delight in Me?"

# There's a lot we need to do about our situation, a lot we should do, and a few things we may or may not do. but there are times in life when we need just to step back and say, " Lord, this is too serious, too hard and too heavy, and there's nothing else i can do. I'm going to direct my energies and emotions into delighting in You and let You work in my behalf."

# When everything can't be done we can step into the strength of the Lord God whose "arm.. is not too short to save, nor His ear too dull to hear".

# God is a giving God!!! He wants to give us the desire of our hearts. but there are times when some things we will never experience until we are ready to receive them by His hand. we can't work for this things. we can't obtain them by being sincere, doing good deeds... God wants to give them to you. and that requires an attitude of humble dependence upon Him.

# There is only emptiness and regret if we do things with our own strength to obtain our heart's desires.

# "Commit your way to the Lord, trust also in Him, and He shall bring it to pass." - psalm 37:5

# When we open our eyelids in the morning, we face a day we've never lived before. we have no idea what a year or a month or a say hilds. we wont's know what's going to happen in the next sixty seconds..... but He knows!!! He is the Lord of time and eternity. He's the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End!!!

# If we've trusted Him for salvation and heaven, our ultimate destination, why not trust Him for everything else in-between?

# If Jesus made our reservations and paid for our ticket to heaven with His own blood, doesn't it make sense that He will take care of us along our journey?

# When we rest before God, we must decide in our heart that He is in control -- whether life circumstances are going our way or not. He will do what's best!

# The Lord wants to be a Father who is there! A Father who is active toward us, not passive. He chooses to be near to us.

# He is the One who is all powerful and all knowing.

# He is the One for whom nothing is impossible.

# He is the One who sent His Son from His side to buy us back from the Kingdom of darkness and the slave market of sin.

# He is a God who gives power to the weak and strength to the weary.

# This is a God with care for a troubled heart!!! and if anyone was ever worth waiting for, He is!

Replies

Hey.. i didn't know that some of you actually left a msg in my Friend's test. i only knew it today..=P and.. i dunno how to reply.. so.. will reply here.

Hui Ying: haha.. it's OK!! haha.. i feel stress doing your test too K!! you scared??

Lee Ying: you tipu one oh!!=P not fare..

Joel: It's oklah.. hehe..

Prisc: It's oklar.. still not bad=)! the colour of my school bag is............

Joy: hmm... so-solah.. hahah... of course lah! aiyoh.. you're still the highest;)!

Chien Wei: what's the passing mark?? Yup!! will talk to you more lah=P. hee....

Yin Ying: still ok what! second highest. dun worry...

Phew...

ARGH!!!

Hahaha... this is my table before and during exam!!! but.. it's no more like this now=P.

Yay!!!!

hehe.. HOw can a person be high and low at the same time?

well.. i guess this two emotions can take place when your world is upside down while a super nice friend comes by and cheers you up!! hehe..

yesterday, i chatted with my lovely good friend. we two were down and... eventually, she brightened me up and i brightened her up too. hehe.. so wonderful that feeling!! at least i knew that i cheered her up though i was down. haha...

cheers + cheers = cheers squared

so.. we ended up being happy and not sad!yay!!

In conclusion, hurt people hurt people. cheering someone when they are down can be one of the most delightful thing. words and a smile can cheer someone up!!

argh!

WHAT TO DO???!!!!
TELL ME!!!!!
GIVE ME IDEAS!!!

Pls try.. Just For Fun k?=)

Create your own Friend Test here

Thanks!!

=)

Thank You For The Cross, The Mighty Cross.

Thank You for the cross
The mighty cross
That God Himself should
die for such as us
And everyday we’re changed
Into Your image more and more
Yes, by the cross
We’ve truly been transformed

And we’re so amazed
And we give You praise
That You would save us at such a cost
We’re so amazed
And we give You praise
For the power of he cross
For the power of the cross

This morning, after breakfast, I did my quiet time. After that.. this song popped out of my mind. Hehe… a long lost song! This few days.. i sense God talking to me during my quiet. every time when it comes to the conclusion part.. it always ends with something that suits my situation. hehe.. sometimes, it's difficult to understand. what is He really trying to tell me?? or.. is He really telling me something? anyway, it's really comforting to know that God answers my and even our prayers!! yay!!=)

same..

Guess who's leggies are those?
=P
we have the same pair of shoes.
same size
same colour
same design
from the same company
from the same shop
same same same same.
cool right?
hehe..

Psalm 121

I lift up my eyes to the hills ---
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord,
the Maker of heave and earth.

He will not let your foot slip ---
he who watches over you will not
slumber;
indeed, he who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.

The Lord watches over you ---
the Lord is your shade at your
right hand;
the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.

The Lord will keep you from all
harm---
he will watch over your life;
the Lord will watch over your coming
and going
both now and forevermore.

teaching..

When I'm on the verge of breaking down,
I stop and think,
Hey,
Wait a minute,
I don't have to despair,
I've got Jesus!
In this ever changing world,
I sometimes forget,
That there's a Friend,
Who is always waiting for me to speak to Him.
I sometimes cry out,
"Jesus, help me,"
I hear no answer.
But the next day, then someone comes to my rescue,
I say to myself,
"That was just a coincidence,"
Little did i know,
My Lord was the One who sent the rescuer.
So, my friend,
If you ever cry to Jesus,
And hear no answer,
Don't despair,
Rather,
Stop and think,
Will God who created you,
Forsake you?
That is for you to decide.


*It's a fact that life's not a breeze. We cant go through life doing only the things we like to do. Of course, nobody likes doing difficult jobs but after all our complains, we'll find that it's these difficult jobs that make us strong and mature.

Through it All...

Hooray!! Finally, after years of reading the same old bookssss I am now FREE! thanks you all for your prayers=)! i really really appreciated it. thanks you so much, not just so much but so so so much for smsing, encouraging and even calling me up through out the week.

The FiVe days just ended sweet and fast(for melah). haha.. everyday go to school, sit for exam, study, exam, eat and go home. each day just passed like this without me realizing that now it's already Friday=P. let me sum up what happened this week. huh....

It started with Sunday.. i didnt go for sports and even cg=( coz i was not allowed to. i started to lack trust in God. sigh.. we had Bm paper(only) on Monday and i started to fall sick!! argh.. why at this hour when i'm having PMR?? it got worse at night and i started to cry at the morning=S. dun play play ok! this is PMR and not normal exam. i was worried and in the same time lacking.... how to sit for exam when i haven't even finish reading????

ok... i still sat for the paper=). the papers were ok but i didnt feel well. then.. Wednesday. ergh! sejarah.. i felt so sleepy while doing the questions. haih.. never mind.. Thursday.. and here comes Friday which is today!!!=P i still cant believe that i actually sat for PMR and this five days just ended like this.

Ahhh.. so what are my plans after this?? hehe..

* clear my table. huh.. it's in a whole mess!! books, papers, pencils, erasers.. everywhere on the table. on the floor too.. books everywhere.

* back drop for Sharing Day..

* In charge for tomorrow's party..

* go Malacca?? can i?? am i?? will i?? hope so..

* Go for some orthodontic treatment. sigh... i dont want!

* read " story books" again..

* catch up with friends..

* help out some lil thing.. not sure what yet..

Anymore ideas?????????

i'm looking forward to form 4. hehe.. i'm very curious how's physics, how's bio, how's chemistry, how's add math like.. but, before going to form 4, i wanna enjoy form 3 life first=P. and also.. see how torturing life for the form 4s.. i decided not to think too much and desire to much to go for form 4. hehe...