the HUGE storm!!

Many things can happen to us in life, like a storm can cause us great fear and panic. At such times we may despair and give up. Perhaps more trying than the external storms are the internal storms that can overwhelm us. It may seem like we are about to lose our moorings and that we are drowning, but Jesus can bring His calm to our souls.

this was what i read during QT today.
Lord, I need you to calm my soul.

2oo8 is coming to an end which means a few things
- 2oo9 approaching(1 more day)
- school's starting
- have to face "more" people(whether difficult or easy)
- have to study
- have to face teachers
AND..
- SPM!! argh!! -the huge storm.

SPM sounds so big=(. FINAL YEAR EXAM(i shall call it):P.

though it's only December,
but i can feel the stress(internal and external) and pressure.
maybe it's bcos i didn't do well in my exams this year.
that feeling is "so not nice".. hehe...

i want to start a new year fresh and ready for new things=)

explode!!

i didn't really want to post anything about everything.. but since.... so i decided to post something about everything..=)

before ESP..

it was a tough time. it was hard to accept his death. though the doctor already "prepared" us but it was still unpredictable. i remember i just came back from a friend's birthday party that day when my aunt came out from the house panicking. i became panic too. hehe.... it was even more heart breaking to know that i cant make it for prayer concert. it was just a very ugly period. i really thank God for those who have encouraged me, smsed me and came to visit. you all really cheered me up and helped me looked at the brighter side of things;). i thank God for you all very very mucchhh..!!

after ESP..

ya, camp is over. like what everybody said it happened just in a glimpse of an eye. it's over... exciting and happy moments always pass very quickly.

ok, basically.. camp this year was great. it was indeed a different one. Ps. Victor was very creative in planning and putting his message so much so that we would enjoy it. ya, for the very first time we experienced a "wedding ceremony", fake one though:P. haha.. Chris did a great job:). he was funny too with the fake moustache. muahaha... i didn't know so much about the weeding rules. hehe.. it was indeed interesting.

this was not the main reason that made this camp very significant. everybody was on fire. i enjoyed worship sessions. it's very amazing and encouraging to see brothers and sisters in Christ coming together seeking and lifting our praises to Him. it's more comforting to know that we share the same love and worship the same God--- Jesus Christ!!

i was in Wei Ling's group. hehe... she did a great job as a group leader;). at first, i thought that our group members were very "spiritual and matured" ones. hehe.. but i was wrong until i met and got to know Lynn:) during games. she's a nice girl, i think. she "accompanied"(so called) me during games. it was great to know her.

four days flew away so very very fast. i expected a few things but didn't expect what i expected to really happen. haha...

the next day after camp, i received an sms from my friend saying that she shared the gospel with her sis. though she shared before with her sis but her sis didn't really bothered. she's now very curious about God and Christianity. yay! Praise God!! *i don't know whether this is really a break through but i thank God for it=)!!

Lord, i pray that you'll continue to work in her. use me to share Your truth with her. i pray that you'll open her eyes and heart to see the truth and one day accept You. Amen.

+ + +

i don't know how to put into words..

complicating but sometimes can be simple too..

frustrating but sometimes calm..

thankful for one thing but ungrateful for the other..

=]

A Christian life resembles a trapeze act.
You can swing on the bar,
exercising and building muscles all you want.
But if you want to improve and excel,
you have to take risk.
You have to let go knowing that nothing is beneath you,
and reach out for the next trapeze bar.
-Paul Tournier-

Bu She De..

my helpful, patient Penolong:)

class party 2oo8

only part of the class is here. drama

Rui Min;)

The bunch of friends i always hang out with.

Ketua Kebersihan

Our Class--4SC 1

Michell. sweet, smiley girl.

yeah! the THREE of us;)

Phew.. we had our class party yesterday. though some didn't make it but it was a really fun and enjoyable time spending together with friends. today was my last day schooling coz of trip tmr. haih... i felt and still feeling "bu she de".

*pictures are at facebook:).

..

Only in returning to me
and resting in me will you be saved.
In quietness and confidence is your strength.
Isaiah 30:15

wHiCh oNe?

Phew!!...轻松多了

It's over.. finished... 19 days of exam.. never had I ever before had such a long stretch of exam.

Torturing lar..

A few things that I was reminded again and again was..

Studies doesn't satisfy. We/I can put A LOT of effort but sometimes I think it's like chasing wind. Somehow, I think no matter how much effort I put in or even if I tried my very best somehow some way, I think I can still put in more effort and my best was still not my very best actually. I dunno la..

Exams are very torturing---- especially when it's extended to three weeks. Argh! The desire to get good results yet in the same time being tortured and forced to study. Not wanting to give up bcos of “kia shu-ness”. Living in the "studying world" for 19 days.. pressured by people. Argh! Not nice..

Exams can sometimes be nice too. Hehe.. I enjoyed this journey walking with the Lord. Whispering to Him every now and then when my brain got stuck and "begging" him to give me 1% of his wisdom so that I can answer those tough questions. Hehe.. it's really comforting to know that God is always beside us, left, right, behind, front, top, bottom.. guiding and providing our needs. I really thank God for his faithfulness. His faithfulness endures forever=).

Without even realising, 2008 is coming to an end. sigh.. Basically, this year was quite a challenging + tough + .... Time passed very slowly during rough patches. Dealing with people is not easy but going through those thick and thin times with them are one of the best times this year. I think through all that we've gone through this year(class problems), we've really got to know each other in a deeper and better. We're not just a "hi" and "bye" friends ady. I thank God for that=). People change. A lot of decisions had to be made especially for the class. Every decision has its consequences and it effects the whole class and what lies ahead.

I love my class very much;).

pictures will be up soon.


*band practice today was FUN!!=)
*should i? or should i not? should i become a perfect? but for certain reasons, i prefer to be a
ketua.. i "cant let go off" my class. how should i answer the discipline teacher?

...

*distance*


*separate*


*further*


*far*


*not close*


orrrrr...
whatever you call it...


that's what i dun like
during exam..

=D

i found it!!! F.I.N.A.L.L.Y...

after so many months of searching here and there for it.

ah!!!! delighted!!

i finally found that particular card.

though

small,

unnoticeable,

yet special and

it meant a lot to me!!

Jia yOu!

*Jamie studying sejarah really hard for PMR*

All the best to those sitting for PMR=).
jia you!!

-----------------------------------------

"Because of the Lord's great love,
we are not consumed,
for His compassion never fail.
They are new every morning;
great is Your faithfulness."
Lamentations 3:22-23

each new day beings with it a fresh opportunity to receive God's Love, Grace, Touch...
which is completely secure regardless of life's circumstances.

we serve a WONDERFUL God;)!

sTilL

Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

FrieNdsSss

we did a question on friendship yesterday..
"Pada pendapat anda, mengapakah kita perlu berhati-hati ketika memilih rakan?"

one of the answers was untuk memastikan hubungan sentiasa erat dan menjadi rujukan ketika menghadapi masalah.

talking about friends, friendships, friends and friendship, A FRiEnDsHip needs time to develop but we can destroy a FRiEnDsHip in a minute. how true! it's true that friends play a vital role in our lives. especially after a few deaths that had happened recently, it made me realized that i need to treasure them even more.

Friends. i need them in times when i'm down- my source of comfort and encourgement. but what about when everything is "okok"? do i still remember them? do i still take the initiative to talk to them? am i a person who only look out for them when i need them and forsake them when everything in my life is going smoothly? i dun wanna be this kind of friend and neither do i want them to think that i'm that kind of friend.

lately, i've been thinking about my friendship with my friends. some are not as close anymore like last time, some still maintain, some even closer, some are like a roller coaster, sometimes we get along well but after a while we become "normal" friends. most of my friends come and go, which one will really last? does true friendship last? have i been a good friend to others? where is God in my friendship with others?

when there's expectations, disappointments will come along automatically. i've learnt not to expect too much from them. it's hard but it's easier if i place my trust in Him.

haih..

thoughts.

feelings.

thoughts.

i.. yOu.. wE... tHeY...

If one can be more considerate about others feelings..
If one can be more sensitive about how others might feel.
If one can be more discipline when doing their work..
If one can be more responsible in the duty assigned to them..
If one can just give others a benefit of doubt..
If one can be more sensitive to the needs of others..

i hope that this skin works.. hehe...
cant find any suitable skin i like:(

time...

Did you realized that it's coming to the end of 2008?? a few months to go and it will be 2009...

how can that be..?

As usual, our English teacher will always nag here and there..

"we still got one more short story to go!"

"you only have four more weeks before final year exam!"

"that means we only have 20 more periods!"

"we still haven't finish doing composition, grammar...!!"

i felt so sick of them as she repeated the same old line again and again...

it strike me today when she repeated the same lines again. haha...

it did make me realise that form 4 is coming to an end!! END!! Ah!!! nononono...

what happened to the nine months i've went through?

enjoying huh??

was is fruitful??

Lord, i need to work hard now.!! Lord, i want to bring my friends to know you- the Healer, the Comforter, the Best!!! Give me the boldness and courage Lord...... i dun want to regret....

dRaMa

we had a drama competition last Thursday.

this is our class drama "group"

=)

though not really successful

but,

they acted very well.

hehe...

good job everybody!

i thank God or them;)!

*the drama video is still with my friend, will try to post it up when i get them..

i want to make you smile,

because seeing you smiling makes me happy=)!

tro tro & fi fi

"Sejak kebelakangan ini, our class have been quite crazy about winning the "kebersihan trophy". we "menang" the trophy for quite few times ady but for a period of time, 4 Sc2 telahmerampas" the kebersihan trophy. erm.. the trophy is for kelas cleanliness. the teacher yang bertugas each week will "berkunjung" to all the class es and memberi markah. the class who gets the hightest "markah" will menang the trophy the following week.

mencari After a few months of "ke-tiday layak-kan" untuk menang the trophy,our class started a so called AJK Kebersihan. almost all of our class rakan-rakan started to have the semangat to win back the trophy. just for the sake of winning, the AJKs pun bekerjasama berpeluh tubuh bahan-bahan dan maklumat-maklumat for the soft board in our class. they were so into winning back the trophy, they even change the whole soft board. from black to gold and dull to green. we even put up a "green corner" and reared tortoise(which we ended up torturing them rather than raering them. haha). oh! they even give them names. one is tro tro and the other fi fi. so cute of them lah.

after all those climbing, crawling, falling, rushing.....the exciting part finally came. we had our usual assembly on Monday but this week's one was a little different. my classmates were so confident that we'll menang the trophy. they even pakat with all of us to stand up and cheer is we really menang the trophy. haha... ya, we really won. they were so happy. hehe.. it was all worth it, i thought.=).

the berkejasama-ness just 0.0 me. it was really a pleasure working with my classmates as a team. friends which i didn't really expected them to help out "lend a hand" too. that really put a smile in my heart. truly, through all those hard work, i believe that we've got to know each other a step closer=).

memang wonderful untuk berada di dalam kelas ini. especially with those who have made my life a sweeter and a more meaningful place to live in=). my classmates are just- W.O.D.E.R.F.U.L! i thank God for all of them=D=D!


**i HOPE hoPE hope hope that one day ALL of them will get to know Jesus=)!

UpSiDe doWn

schools on Monday can sometimes be one which i look forward to and sometimes one which i don't look forward to. the "things" or so called M-E-M-O-R-I-E-S whether good, bad, bitter or sweet that happened on Sundaysss will flash back in my memory every time i walk along the corridor making my way to the dewan in the morning.

school today was like a disaster. haih... everything seem to have gone upside down. but, God is still so nice.. hehe...

"My Grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness".

what a meaningful and comforting verse to meditate on...=)

cuttie boy...

He's so cute
=)
;)
=D

tHe eMptY biRd cAge

there was once a man named George Thomas, a pastor in a small New England Town. one Easter Sunday morning he came to the church carrying a rusty, bent, old bird cage, and set it by the pulpit.

several eyebrows were raised and as if in response, Pastor Thomas began to speak.

"I was walking through town yesterday when i saw a young boy coming toward me, swinging this bird cage." i stopped that boy and asked, "what you got there son?" "just some old birds," came the reply. "what are you gonna do with them?" i asked.

on the bottom of the cage were three little wild birds, shivering with cold and fright.

"take 'em home and have fun with 'em. I'm gonna tease 'em and pull out their feathers to make 'em fight. i' gonna have a real good time."

"but you'll get tired of those birds sooner or later. what will you do then?" "oh, i got some cats. they like birds. I'll take 'em to them."

the pastor was silent for a moment. "how much do you want for those birds, son?" "huh?!! why? you don't want them birds, mister. they're just plain old field birds. they don't sing- they ain't even pretty!"

"how much?" the boy sized up the pastor as if he were crazy and said, "$10?"

the pastor reached in his pocket and took out a ten dollar bill. he placed it in the boy's hand. in a flash, the boy was gone.

the pastor picked up the cage and gently carried it to the end of the valley where there was a tree and a grassy spot.

setting the cage down, he opened the door, and by softly tapping the bars persuaded the birds out, setting them free.

well, that explained the empty bird cage on the pulpit, and them the pastor began to tell this story.

one day, Satan and Jesus were having a conversation. Satan had just come from the Garden Of Eden, and he was gloating and boasting. "yes, sir, i just caught the world full of people down there. set me a trap, used bait i knew they couldn't resist. got 'em all!"

"what are you going to do with them?" Jesus asked. "oh, I'm gonna have fun! I'm gonna teach them how to marry and divorce each other.

how to hate and abuse each other. how to drink and smoke and curse. how to invent guns and bombs and kill each other. I'm really gonna have fun!"

"and what will you do when you get done with them?" Jesus asked. "oh, I'll kill 'em."

"how much do you want for them?" "oh, you don't want those people. they ain't no good. why, you'll take them and they'll just hate you. they'll spit on you, curse you and kill you!! you don't' want those people!!"

"how much?" Satan looked at Jesus and sneered, "your life."

Jesus paid the price!!

"and ye shall know the truth; and the truth shall set you free." -John 8:32

"if the Son therefore shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed." - John 8:36

the pastor picked up the cage, opened the door and walked from the pulpit.

bla...

students passive during class lesson = teacher refuse to teach cause no mood

For those who havent handed up your news letter article, can you please kindly pass it up by monday. which is today.. thanks!=)

Apa INi???

WhAT HAPPENED????!!!!!
what happen to my my Cboz?? my blog??
everything just came out blank after a few days of absence????
sigh...
hope that this will only be a temporarily template...
*simple and nice*
hehe...

Observation:
When i was reading the bible yesterday... i realized that the book of Acts does not have Chapter 8 verse 37. i was like huh??? is it typing error or??... haha.. so, i checked my mom's bible. it doesnt have either. whereas, other bible version-NJKV has 8:37. after a while of stunness.. i found out verse 37. just right at the bottom. the small small words.. why ah? why is it hidden at the bottom???

M.Y.P.G

MYPG-Malaysian Youth Prayer Gathering was great! Awesome!=) though that event was half a day long but that half a day lasted very shortly...

helping out selling t-shirts was fun. seeing a continuous flow of people buying t-shirts and badges put a smile in my heart=). hehe... of course.. having lunch together with friends, jumping around with **Xue Qi... was fun too... haha...

above everything.. i was reminded again how wonderful it is to be in the House Of God. though we come from different back grounds, states.... but we're gathered together as one BIG BIG BIG and very BIG- HUge family=D. so nice right that feeling? what a privilege.... hehe... and all we do is just pray, worship, fellowship, laying down everything that is burdening us, setting apart from the busyness of this world.... imagine that heaven will be 100, 1000, 10000, 1000000000 times better, greater, more marvellous than this. we'll be worshipping God, expressing our love and gratitude to Him all day long=). wonderfullah...

that was what i've experienced during MYPG...
ujian serentak starts this tues!!! Lord... help me to trust and not doubt.. i want to grow more more more more in you=).

Qing Song Duo Le!!
=)

...

Life without problems is life without challenge
Life without God is life without purpose



i don't like people to be my alarm clock
and i don't wanna be other's alarm clock too.

Save... Save....

Your Name is a strong and mighty tower
Your Name is a shelter like no other
Your Name, let the nations sing it louder
'Cause nothing has the power to save
But Your Name


Salvation is found in NO ONE else,
for there is no other name under heaven
given to men
by which we must be saved.
Acts 4:12

Only you have the PoWer to SaVe, O Lord..

...

FaMiLy DaY was great!!=)

i had a wonderful time with family and friends!=)

....

how to design a reka bentuk to memasak water dengan solar energy?
any ideas??????
hehe....

FAithFulneSS oF GoD

phew... after two++ weeks of exams.. finally, it's over. God was very faithful through it all and still is now. He made the impossible possible. though is was just a small little help but it sustained and motivated me to move on studying. i learned about discipline. it was not easy especially when thoughts like "i want to end exams!!! and how nice if yesterday was everyday!!" come attacking me every now and then. and i had to get rid of them again and again every time they came. the Lord helped me overcome those thoughts=). looking back.. He provided me with a lot of things.

Your faithfulness never fails...
unfailing love sets me free.....

i like chemistry and physics. not so much of bio. i dunno why. but bio helps me know more about myself and God. God is amazing. our human body though complicated(sometimes dun even know what are they trying to say) but yet God created each of us just as unique as we are without failing. 0.0

chemistry and physics paper 1 today was 60% tough. hehe.. though it was objective questions, but it wasn't as easy as i thought. it's so ugh... every time when i press+press+press on the calculator and the correct answer doesn't come out. hahaa... and sometimes though i got the answer but how sure am i that the answer is correct? .........

i like the place i sit. the very first one at the corner right beside the door..=) now that all is done and over... it's time to rest and.... have fun? haha....

AmAziNg GOD!!!!!!!

i praise and thank God for....

• making the impossible possible.

• helping me through all the things that i had to memorize for exam!!=)=)=)=)

• giving me ideas to write my essay and answering some tough questions=)!!

• YoU!! thank you for being a F>A>I>T>H>F>U>L friend=D! i thank God for you!

• answering my prayer. though it was just a simple thing but things would turn out differently if it wasn't Him who answered.

• the FREEDOM we can have prayer meetings and Yf and attend church!

• revealing things that did not scare me all this while.

• bringing me through exams.. i'm still amazed.

AND!!!! one more one more!!!!!!

• i ..... i passed. ya, i passed my theory exam!!! yay!!!! *i just checked it just now after being told that it was out ady! i expected the impossible but it's ok... i know it's impossible to get a D. thanks for all your prayers and encouragements.=)

there's so much to thank GOD for each day=)!

Life - LOVe = 0

;)

the sky was so dark the minute i open my eyes today...
the sun began to shine only a few hours later
but..
that didn't last long...
it's dark again now...
.....

Up-Dates!

2 down...
16 more papers to face...

this four days just fly/flew away so so fast!
FAST!!
and without even realizing..
it's already the fourth day of the week...
tomorrow will be Friday...
a lil yay! cos i dun have any paper tmr ;).

i thank GOD again for bringing me through this four days..
i'm so amaze by His loVe for you. Me. EveryBodY..
so Wide.. So DEEEEEPp... SO GREATTT....
hehe...

days just pass so fast during exam period...
haih...

****where are you?? high lowr from you:(. left or right.. i dun seem to hear from you:(.

Global Day of Prayer was GReAt!!
=)

MONDay

how many times must i say this a day??
it's so frustrating everytime when you say shhhh!!!!!!
and nobody even bothers to take any action.
nevermind...
nevermind...
i'm still learning to be P>A>T>I>E>N>T
=)..

taGGed!!

I have been tagged by Joan and Chien Wei. The rules are:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player than tags 5 people and posts their names,then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they done got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

What was I doing 10 years ago?
Erm... let me see, i was 6 at that time. hehe..
1. i just moved to Jasin.
2. i attended a Methodist kinder garden.
3. i liked to pinch people.
4. Adapting in the new environment.
5. Play, play and play without worrying abt anything.

5 things on my to-do list today
1. Read God's Word.
2. Do some revision.
3. Was suppose to go for tuition but cancelled.
4. Online(which is now.)
5. Sleep

5 Snacks I enjoy
1. French fries!
2. CHOCOLATE!!!!
3. Burger.
4. certain cakes.
5. brownies with ice-cream

5 Things I would do if I were a billionaire
1. Build a World class university in Kluang?
2. give a portion back to God.
3. help the needy.
4. go Shopping! and buy lots of stuff...
5. decorate and design my own house..

5 of my bad habits
1. get irritated easily.
2. easily shaken.
3. think too much.
4. anxious.
5. impatience.

5 places I have lived
1. my mothers womb.
2. in my house.
3. Singapore.
4. my father's father's house
5. other countries i've been.

5 jobs I've had
my brain is stuck. i cant think of any..
1. helper at home.
2. be a child
3. student
4. friend
5. erm..

5 people I tag
1. Lee Ying!!!!=D
2. JOy
3. Gideon
4. Yi Hui
5. Ken Wen

by the way, i copied the "text" from somebody's blog and paste it here. lazy ah.... hehe... hope that there's no mistakes.

some are falling away
yet,
some are restoring back.

..

i think......
i miss my long hair....
hahah...

=D

...

will this week be another week like last week?????

2 late 2 realiZeeeeEE??

i realised...

i'm in form 4 now!!
time flies... it's the fourth month now..
i'm going to be in from 5 next year..*scary*
i'm growing..
i cannot be the same like what i was in form 1

i realised...

everything is getting tougher..
there's very little time left...
there are lots of decision awaiting for me...
i need to trust GOd more...

i realised...

many of my friends are still lost...
i need to treasure the people around me...
the "jing zhen li"("competition") in our class is getting stronger & bigger...
i cant be so sure i can see the end of 2008!
i need more time...

i realised....

i can easily fail a subject if i dun work hard enough...

i realised....

i need to change my perspective of viewing certain things..

FriDay..

thousand times i've failed,
Still Your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
I'm caught in Your grace
Everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

as usual, we had our friday prayer meeting...
but, today was a little different from the other prayer meetings we had all this while...
1. it's because we had it longer
2. some of us shared more...(hehe=))
3. i felt something unusual..
just something very different from the other meetings all this while..
4. i realized that some of us started sharing something different...
something about ourselves...
not like usual..
5. i realized everybody started to become emo.. hehe..
*aiyah... if you cant get me then nevermindlah..
6. i learned that prayer is important. and i cant underestimate the power of prayer..
7. i learned not to do things out of our convenience only..
8. i learned a lot more things... haha

i thank the LORd for today's prayer meeting..

i hope and pray that the members of YCS will continue to grow.

here and there...

The only survivor of a shipwreck was washed up on a small, uninhabited island. He prayed fervently for God to rescue him. For days he scanned the horizon for help, but his situation seemed hopeless. He eventually managed to build a small shelter out of driftwood and leaves to protect him from the wind and rain and to protect the few possessions he had.

Several weeks passed, and one day while he was scavenging for food, he arrived back at the lean-to only to discover it in flames. Ha fell on the sand and sobbed while watching the smoke rise to the sky. The worst had now happened; he had lost what little he had.

Desperate and filled with anger, he shook his fist and screamed toward heaven,” God! How could you do this to me? I have no hope. Why won’t you help me? Now I’ll surely die.” Exhausted, he fell asleep heavy with grief.

Early the next morning, however, he was awakened by the sound of a ship approaching the island. He began waving his arms frantically, and when he saw the ship lower a small boat, he knew it had come to rescue him.

When he was finally safe and aboard the ship, he asked his rescuers, “How in the world did you know I was here?”

“We saw your smoke signal,” they said.

It’s easy to get discouraged when things don’t go our way. We often feel we’re at the end of our rope and without hope. But God has promised never to abandon us.

Can we trust the creator of the universe to solve our problems? When things look the worst, God is often at work behind the scenes. All we need to do is to trust him.

For all the negative things we say to ourselves, God has positive response:

We say, “It’s impossible.”
God says, “All things are possible.”
We say, “I’m too tired.”
God says, “I will give you rest.”
We say, “No one really loves me.”
God says, “I love you.”
We say, “I can’t go on.”
God says, “My grace is sufficient.”
We say, “I can’t figure things out.”
God says, “I will direct your steps.”

EveryThinG alSo diFficuLt!

Yay!! Exams are over.. hehe.. every paper was tough and difficult. Not like those days in form 3, which we are given A B C D to choose=). But now.. most of the papers come in structure form. On hour for every paper is mot enough. Hehe.. sometimes we have to rush to finish the remaining questions. Blek. We had three subjects a day and had to rush studying.

I dropped Chinese…. So my last paper was add math(I really hope that I will pass this paper. Haha) will I regret not taking Chinese?? Today, as my friends were busy revising their Chinese, I started to think.. hmm.. “will I really regret ah? After SPM, I will definitely not have a Chinese on my spm certificate. In the other hand, Chinese is always a NO NO NO and no to me and if I continue taking it will just be a torture to me. Nevermind!=)

That’s all for now!

lord, help me to trust in you more...=)

Slow down when LIFE seem fast...

THe Bible

the shortest chapter in the Bible is Psalm 117.
the longest chapter in the Bible is Psalm 119.
the very center of the Bible is marked with Psalm 118.
there are 594 chapters before Psalm 118.
there are 594 chapters after Psalm 118.
594 + 594 = 1188
the center verse in the Bible is Psalm 118:8
"It is better to take refuge in the LORD than to trust in man."
=)

i'm HERE!!

got LOTS & LOTS & LOTS of homework!!

will try to update something soon. hopefully...

=)

gud nite!

Sleep tight!!

I WANT TO GO!!

:'(

tired??

how was prefect's camp?
oklah.. not really satisfying actually..
all the activities carried out didn't follow according to the schedule..
for the very first time..i slept during ceramahsss...hehe..not just mela...
quite a lot of the others too..
the worse thing was.. i got caught by a teacher while sleeping.. phew...
the food there was quite ok..
except that we had to take off our shoes when entering the canteen which i hesitated alot
we were all well fed.. we eat six meals a day..
jungle tracking was fun=).
JOy was in the same group as me..
i am VERY VERY grateful...
heheh.... it's not easy to be in the same group with the people you want;).
the very one thing that i learned through out the camp was not to complain...
the dome was not clean...
we slept on dirty mattresses
and there was no water for bathing...
.....
ai...
this camp to me is a NONONO to me...
hahah...

GoD iS AmAZiNg!

You may not know me, but I know everything about you
Psalm 139:1
I know when you sit down and when you rise up
Psalm 139:2
I am familiar with all your ways
Psalm 139:3
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered
Matthew 10:29-31
For you were made in my image
Genesis 1:27
In me you live and move and have your being
Acts 17:28
For you are my offspring
Acts 17:28
I knew you even before you were conceived
Jeremiah 1:4-5
I chose you when I planned creation
Ephesians 1:11-12
You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book
Psalm 139:15-16
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live
Acts 17:26
You are fearfully and wonderfully made
Psalm 139:14
I knit you together in your mother's womb
Psalm 139:13
And brought you forth on the day you were born
Psalm 71:6
I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me
John 8:41-44
I am not distant and angry, but am the complete expression of love
1 John 4:16
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you
1 John 3:1
Simply because you are my child and I am your Father
1 John 3:1
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could
Matthew 7:11
For I am the perfect father
Matthew 5:48
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand
James 1:17
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs
Matthew 6:31-33
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope
Jeremiah 29:11
Because I love you with an everlasting love
Jeremiah 31:3
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore
Psalm 139:17-18
And I rejoice over you with singing
Zephaniah 3:17
I will never stop doing good to you
Jeremiah 32:40
For you are my treasured possession
Exodus 19:5
I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul
Jeremiah 32:41
And I want to show you great and marvelous things
Jeremiah 33:3
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me
Deuteronomy 4:29
Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart
Psalm 37:4
For it is I who gave you those desires
Philippians 2:13
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine
Ephesians 3:20
For I am your greatest encourager
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles
2 Corinthians 1:3-4
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you
Psalm 34:18
As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart
Isaiah 40:11
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes
Revelation 21:3-4
And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth
Revelation 21:3-4
I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus
John 17:23
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed
John 17:26
He is the exact representation of my being
Hebrews 1:3
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you
Romans 8:31
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins
2 Corinthians 5:18-19
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled
2 Corinthians 5:18-19
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you
1 John 4:10
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love
Romans 8:31-32
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me
1 John 2:23
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again
Romans 8:38-39
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen
Luke 15:7
I have always been Father, and will always be Father
Ephesians 3:14-15
My question is .. Will you be my child?
John 1:12-13
I am waiting for you
Luke 15:11-32

wheRe doEs my hElp cOme FrOm?

My help comes from the LORD=).
this week--- four days...
a very pack week for me...
stayed back almost everyday in school
(maybe not everyday... 2 out of four days..)
for what?
PeRbarIsan loh...
the other two days will be either because of tuition or...
no transport...
we(JOy, Yin Ying, Qianyi, JOhn, Grace.....)
had our first BK class this week.
yay!!!!
quite interesting but
everything is getting so tough...
we will have our next class next week...
happy? excited?
......
stress ah....
1. theory exam coming... it's on the 10th of march. i'm not prepared...
2. can i make it for yf camp? i want to go!!!!

*the Lord is my refuge and strength...

@nDr:Nna

Angelica merupakan sejenis tumbuhan berbau harum. hahaha...
i saw this word in the dictionary when i was searching for a word.
=P

school tomorrow...
BLUEK!

C..... and.... Y

hehehehe.... so lazy to blog.... so much to say.. yet.. dunno how to express them...

Chinese New year was great.... the only time i will makan makan, minum minum a lot.. will be during this festival... *hope that i wont get fatter... i wont mind a little fatterla.. and CNY will be the time when family members gather round... we talk, laugh, joke and share.. i like this feeling...

anyway.. life is back to square one again.. relatives are back home.. school is starting again.. more challenges coming up again.. oh! i cant do this all by my own.. i need You!!=)

Oh!! i can't wait for CNY..
dunno why...
i usually dont really loook forward to it...
but this year..
a little odd..
hehe...
cant wait for a break..
gasping for a little fresh air..
phew...

What to update???

=D =D

today.. today.. today is Hui Ying's Birthday!! yay!!!=D.. Happy Birthday Hui Ying=)!

let me start from the very beginning... hmm.. ok.. i started to know her through Yf and MSN. i remembered the first time talking to her was through MSN. hehe.. i was curious who's this "huiyingcool" so i added her. but.. guesss what??!! it turned out to be a guys picture on her display pic. i was like : "what?!" i started to panic and block her and even deleted her(i think) but.. she kept talking to me(forgot what she said). i didn't know what to do!! i thought i added the wrong person. hahaha.. but after knowing the truth, it was just a photo she got from her friend. cheh! haha... *maybe i sud use that trick to scare people away=P.

days and years went by... and from a 100% stranger, we became a 0% stranger. hehe.. I'm really grateful to have a friend like her. indeed, she has been a really great blessing in my life. thank you sososososo much Lord for this special and unique friend=)! i cherish this friendship very much and i hope that it will continue to grow stronger in the days to come!=)

<)

Bible verse

"He himself bore our sins in his body on the tree,
so that we might die to sins and live for righteousness;
by his wounds you have been healed.
for you were like sheep going astray,
but now you have returned to the shepherd and
Overseer of your souls."
- 1 Peter 2:24-25

huh?? this verse just spoke to me a few days ago.. it's strong... especially the highlighted ones. haha...