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You're my FREEDOM
You're the REASON
Where would i be without You???

=)

A new year is approaching!!! Even before approaching a new and fresh year, I’m already stress. Sigh… haih… every where I go.. everybody is talking about form 4 and form 4 there. “Eh, where you taking bio, physics, chemistry tuition ah??? What about add maths???” argh!!! I dun wanna think about those things now!! Hehehhehe…. Now I know why people say form 3 life is the best=)! Indeed form 3 life is the best except for exam part. I enjoyed this holidays most. We had almost a two and a half months break and… what a relief to have such a “long” and relaxing holiday… no homework… no nagging(haha…). And most of all I can go any where I like, anytime.. hehe… compared with schooling days..

I learned a lot through out the year. I had a deeper relationship with the Lord. I knew more about His amazing-ness and His love. Though how many million times i failed Him, He still holds on to the same kind of love… constantly loving us with His undying love. It’s always very amazing and comforting to know that some one still loves us very much even though there’s nothing else beside us. The Lord was faithful, He brought me through every situation without leaving me alone.

It’s time for school again… and… this year might be a little different compared to the other years. We are going to learn more complicated stuff.. haha… hope that I will enjoy it and continue to put my trust in the Lord when it comes to something called studies=)! Hehe...

Thank you so much Lord for the gift=)...

updates coming up later....

who doesn't want to enter a into new year FRESH and NEW??

complicating vs frustrating!!

Christmas is near, two days away.. am i happy?? or sad???
two days after Christmas will be PMR results. hehe...
and i nervous?? or... excited??
*hope that when i'm typing this.. pressure wont arise. haha.. really...
sometimes it will affect so i rather dun post.
Jit told me today that it doesn't matter how others think about the results,
but it is how Jesus thinks=).
yay!!
so.. praise Him no matter the results.
it's always easy said than done.
ALWAYS EASY SAID THAN DONE!!!
maybe this will be a little small gift from God for Christmas.
haha..
the biggest gift He gave you and me was His Son..
yay!!

Lord!!!!! i need your help even right now at this moment. help me not to worry about my results and to surrender my results into Your mighty hand. guide me!! help me!! sustain me!!

*the title has got nothing to do with what i wrote. haha..

updates...

ok..!!! hmm.. lately... i've been busy with a few things... first is the newsletter.... my group cant get started(cant do much) if people dun pass up. hahahha... please pass up your article if you haven't. it's like everything jumble up together and it needs everybody's cooperation before we can get started..=) it's fun doing newsletter!!! second.. theory.. argh!!! i'm disliking it so so much. very reluctant to study my theory.. =S thirdly... doing something for Christmas.. haha.. it's a secret... hahaha... Lord!! please help me=)!!!

my LOVE language

what's your love language?? my love language is time. time is precious for almost everybody because it keeps going without waiting. ones we miss a thing it might not come back again or maybe it will.. dependss... i treasure time very very much, especially those times with love ones. no matter how long it takes, i will still choose to sit down by their side spending time with them. though.. sometimes... we just have nothing to say, nothing to chat, nothing to laugh about.......... but spending time with them is enough and sufficient for me. for example, if your love language is gift then you will most probably buy a gift, no matter how much it will cost to someone dearly to you.. or maybe.. you will put in a lot of effort just to buy a small tiny-mini key chain. so.. it's the same, my love language is time, no matter how busy i am, i will still spare out some time with... whoever. i believe that time can change, time can strengthen, time can restore relationships. it needs sacrificesss... but sometimes, *SOMETIMES* i still choose to spend time!! spending time with God also helps us to grow more in Him!!!!!!!!

ESPlosion 6

JOyce, Lee ying, JOsie and me.


Caysha!!! so innocent looking.. haha.. she's innocent...


Hui Ying and me=D!!!!


JOy and me!! yay!!


this is Jane HO!! JANE HO and ANDRINNA HO!! haha...


Yi Wan and me..=)



JOan and me..

my roommate last year.. my roommate this year was Yin Ying..


ma qianyi and me..


good Job!


hmm.. i wonder whose hands are those...

overall.. the the camps were GOOD!
ya.. i was touched by God...
i learned that it is not always about us... US US and US!
ai... dun wanna write so long lah....
bye....

Aunty....

everybody muz be wondering why i cut my hair short?not short.. but SHORT!! rite?? haha.. *perasan... some even ask why wHy WHY!!?? actually.. there's nothing to do with anything=). i just wanted a change.

school 2007

It’s been so so long.. quite some time.. since I post about school stuff. so.. let me.. just say something about school this year. I wont go too detail… hehe.. starting from January.. I was appointed to be the monitor in class. I really enjoyed my job as a monitor(at first) cause I got the privilege to serve in class and as a part of serving the Lord=). Knowing that I serve a true and living God makes my job more enjoyable. Yay!! But as things grew harder and tougher.. that position was not as nice as I thought any more. Hehe.. I got scolded by teachers, sometimes even failed to melaksanakan tugas, I grew impatient.. so on and so forth. It’s not easy to become a responsible and faithful monitor. I got tired of becoming one but the Lord’s strength brought me through. Anyway, I thank the Lord for providing me Zheng Ru, my assistant monitor. She was a great big help to me. And also.. not forgetting my form teacher.. miss kek.. she was really helpful=). She takes the effort to take the register from the office every morning in state of me taking it. She made my job slightly easier.. hehe…

I’m disliking mid jan and early feb cause of sports.. I have to jump, run, “fly”…. I dislike high jump a lot!! Sigh.. but I still have to face the ever boring sports=S. Sorry if you like and have the passion for sports. I DO NOT dislike all sport games. I still like volley ball=D.*sometimes*.

Then came march, april, may, june and july.. overall, those months were ok for me.*forgotten lar.. hehe…. Sometimes, I think school days are better than HOLIDAYS. Yet, sometimes.. HOLIDAYS are better than school days. See.. I think I learn and “practice” more during school times and… these are the times when I get to reach out to friends and catch up with them. Of course.. HOLIDAYS are the times when I go out and “yamcha”, attend camps which really helped me in my spiritual growth and also rest 24hours??? Haha.. sometimes I get too bored too.. which is not really good..

August, September were stressful months for me. Not that stressful as you think. But.. by the pressure some people gave me.. I was stressed.. time was super slow at that time.. then.. came October 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th and 5th!!! I wont forget those 5 days.. it was argh.. torturing!!

Thanks you SO SO much Lord!!! For helping me through everything. Thick and thin you were there by my very side. I am truly grateful that I’m a child of God.

want money?

Hmm.. have you tried going out late in the middle of the night around 1am?? I was really curios and so I thought why no try since you dun always get the chance to. Hehe.. so, I went out 1am yesterday.. considered as today.. to fetch my dad to the train station=). All the other three of us were in the car. There were of course fewer cars, maybe one or two on the road. One thing that caught my attention was… hmm.. almost all the drivers followed the rules. So called lah. They stop when the traffic light is RED, didn’t speed so on and so forth…

So.. after sending my dad to the station, we when straight home. There was very few cars on the road, so my mom drove straight without waiting for the traffic light to turn GREEN!!(the bomba traffic light) By the way.. the traffic light just turned RED when we reach. So.. since there was only a car there and it wont cause any “accident” because that car will most probably go straight and we are turning to our left. And so. My mom when on driving. And guess what??!!! We got caught!!! By a young police man!! =S argh!!! The police man came out of no where and he stopped us right in the middle of the traffic light because it was RED. Hehe… he was clever tough.. he asked for my mom’s license.. and after much “bargaining” haih.. we still got a saman from him. We were caught almost for 10 minutes ok!! =S My mom didn’t want to give him money cause.. ai… those police… they just want money.

Actually.. to say really very honestly here.. hmm.. I was the one who asked my mom to go when the light was RED! Whatlah me.. cause.. I thought.. who cares. Right?? Anyway, we cant turn time back.. what has happen has already happened. My heart is aching right now. My brother who was inside.. beside me.. said: “ see lah you! You pay the saman oh!!” =S haih….. I regretted.. really..

Today.. my mom when and settle the saman.. and.. the payment was… hmm.. phew… dun think I will say it here. but you sud know lah.. it’s hundred, hundred and hundred… When I heard that.. i was like what??!!! This money can be part of the money to buy my hand phone, go for camps and even for more useful things!!!!! The more I think the more my heart aches!!! =S it seems that they are very strict in drivers speeding, overtaking at double lines, go when traffic lights are RED, and one more.. *forgotten..

What have I learn??

Be patient!!! Fruit of the spirit. Lord, please forgive me for being impatient..

Obey the traffic rules even though I’m not a driver yet.

Dun think you can sin when it’s dark!!

HAIYOH!!!!!

books!!!

I just found out that i got a whole load of "Christians story books" in my house. argh!!! after all this while of borrowing them from friends. haha... it was right deep inside the cupboard. why hide it inside??? i dunno... but.. I'm happy cause i got "christian books" to read. I'm been finding and searching for them...=). yay!!!

The Windows of Heaven

When dark nights are filled up
with troubled dreams,
and days filled with doubt and despair,
i turn my eyes up above
and look to the mercies of the One
whose unfailing love is faithfully there.

For He opens the windows of Heaven,
He pours mercy from above,
and the things meant for evil by dark-hearted men
work together for good through His love

When i feel forgotten and all alone,
unjustly accused and betrayed,
i cry out to One who hears,
who saves me from all my fears.
for i know when He appears,
His peace comes to stay.

For He opens the windows of Heaven,
He pours mercy from above,
and the things meant for evil by dark-hearted men
work together for good through His love

friends...

yay!!! i like this picture=)!!

shi jou and ciau ling

yee ern and me

maqianyi's favourite!!!

i like this.. interesting...

=). guess where's this???

doggie prints on nails???

yi hui and ken wen.

i miss somebody now.. *sobs

eating at MC Donald's

yi hui and ken wen

zhi wei and me

hands...

=)

the only boy inside...

hehe...

i like this picture too=)!!

so.. what happened to my blog?? nothing happened. it's me.. I decided not to blog abt certain stuff. Basically, this three days(Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday) were good. God was really very good. He didn’t answer all of my prayers, but He answered two of them. I wonder whether HE really answered it cos i didn’t expect Him to do so straight away. But anyway, i am really grateful=D! my friend from Malacca came visited me too. we when swimming along with Amos(the fussy yet nice to be with boy), miss Ma, aunty Joy and cute Chien Wei(my swimming partner)being a timid girl=P, i didnt dare to swim across the 2meter deep pool while the others did!!! haha... after 3++ of hours swimming, i am sun burn now. phew... we had lunch at Mc Donald(again!!) with Hui Ying and Lee Ying. watched the Bee Movie.. ate dinner.... talked, took pictures, played and slept. the next day.. my dad drove us all up to Jasin and we(my friends and i) took a bus down to Malacca. that was a last minute plan, we didn’t intend to go Malacca. and... and... we ate Mc Donald AGAIN!!! ai... how boring... took pictures, shopped, and went back home. tired.. *you sud have come my dear friend!!!=(

this three days were tiring but it's good catching up with old friends and spending a few days with them=)! one more thing i can say.. friends here and friends over there are different! i'm not saying that friends there are better but... they are different=).

gOOd nEWs..

Our society is sick with sin. We are totally under sin’s control and there’s nothing we can do about it. God is holy and it’s His nature to punish those who commit sinful acts. This means we have only death and hell to look forward to. But God is also loving and does not want us to go to hell. Paul relates to us how God (without compromising on His just and holy nature) declares us “not guilty” despite our sin.

Romans 3: 21-26

God’s good news or the gospel has nothing to do with the law. Why? Because it’s impossible to meet God’s standard in the law. Both A’s fantastic 99.9% obedience and B’s 0.1% obedience to God’s law can be expected to be lumped together in the same “imperfect” category. Since we cannot do anything to save ourselves, God took the initiative to save us and that is what He has done through Jesus’ death on the cross. When we believe that Jesus died for our sins, we receive God’s righteousness through faith in Jesus. In this way, we are “justified” by God. (Justification means to be declared righteous.) Therefore, there is no more condemnation for us during Judgment Day because God’s righteousness (transferred to us through Jesus) puts us right with Him and even now we have the assurance that we are headed for heaven. From the beginning to end, justification is God’s idea.


It is by God’s grace (undeserved mercy) that we are justified. But for justification to work, sin has to be dealt with. And it was dealt with when Jesus died in our place for our sin. Through Jesus, we are redeemed. “Redemption” was the term what was used of slaves who were bought for a place to be set free. Jesus’ blood that was shed is the price that was paid to redeem us from our slavery to sin. Jesus’ death on the cross is also seen as a sacrifice to atone (make amends) for our sins. The practice of sacrificing animals in the Old Testament days was the manner in which people sought to be cleansed from sin. Thus, Jesus’ death on the cross saves us from the penalty, power and pollution of sin.

God offers this salvation free-of-charge to everybody. And in so doing, He demonstrates to us His justice, wisdom, holiness, love and mercy. All that anybody has to do is to reach out in faith and receive His salvation. (Praise God!!!!!)

hide it under..

Can you predict whether a person is down or happy by the way they write in msn?? must be very "cool". i cant understand how they do it by just knowing... weird..=P can a person just predict by the hehes and hahas you reply them? for example.. if there's less hehes and hahas or whatever =) =D =P emotions that means you're down. what if that person is used to not putting those?? maybe they can tell. i cant see it for myself but others might. hehehehe...

Today.. is my last day of school in the year 2007!
*sobs...

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The human race is like a car parked on a steep hill. The only thing preventing it from crashing downhill and destroying itself is God's restraining hand.

My Testimony...

Here comes....

Hi everybody! My name is Andrinna. I’m 15 this year. I started attending YF when I was in my mid 13 when Joy first invited me. In this two and a half years, I have tried not to miss YF on Saturdays and to fellowship with believers in this warm, friendly place called the youth centre.

As a child of God and a youth, I find YF very important because it helped me a lot in my spiritual growth. Slowly.. from a small innocent baby I became a young child. I realised how privileged am I to become a child of God. I worship an everlasting God – the ever lover, ever infinite, ever faithful, ever merciful and the ever provider. YF taught me the importance of accountability with one another. When we are accountable with each other, we helped each other and in return they will help us too in times of need. Through this, I also knew more about the Almighty God. He has provided me so much in times of need. I learnt from one incident that I should not be selfish and keep things or people to myself. I should share them and not be selfish. My friends in YF taught me the power of prayer. Through this problem, I've learnt that prayer is a conversation with God. When we pray, we pray to a true and living God in Heaven and not to someone here on earth. Prayer is very important for spiritual growth and is not just asking for our requets. It includes faith, worship, confession, praise, thanksgiving and dedicated action. Prayer carried me through that rough patch.

YF mould and built me up into a better person. I have learned to take every opportunity to bless someone and be a blessing everywhere I go. YF also taught me the importance of prayer life, quiet time with God, tithing, reading, meditating on God’s Word daily, serving and meeting up with other Christians.

Going to YF gave me good influence. I learned the importance of love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, gentleness, faithfulness, self control and the importance of God in my life.

Lastly, I want to take this opportunity to thank my parents for their support and for allowing me to attend YF through out the year. I pray that YF will continue to be a great big help to all of us in our growth in the LORD.

I still cant believe that I actually wrote this. hehe. To me.. It’s long and I haven’t wrote such a long testimony before=P. I complained to God almost everyday.. How?? How can I do this?? How.. How do I write? What should I write?? How are you going to use me through this?? How? Almost everyday.. I ask wisdom from Him. Wisdom!! Everything seems so hopeless that time. I even tried writing and writing.. but nothing seem to get better until Thursday.. yay! I finally wrote something… something that was much much better than days ago=)! I really hope that through that testimony that God’s will will be done and that that testimony will be an encouraging one. *is this sentence right.. looks weird.

Thanks to Tien Hui=)! Hui Ying=D!! Joy=P! and mum=)!!

The Uniform Lesson

Why are people so irresponsible? not to blame them all.. actually, i was irresponsible too. se.. i borrowed my PBSM uniform to my friend's friend. i didn't know she did not return me until a few days ago when i was suppose to borrow it to a friend. haih.. so, i ended up searching here and there, asking around here and there!=S panicked....... fortunately, the uniform is still with my friend=). *hope that it's still in good condition that uniform means to me. i dunno why... maybe because of the cost and the design. haha...

so.. next time.... should i still borrow my uniform to any friends?? if no... then i will be selfish, which is not really good as a Christian. But.. if i borrow, what if i meet up with people who are like this again??? or... should i see who the person is before borrowing?? but if i have that kind of attitude... I'm showing favouritism and it's not fair to others....

haih........

F- E-A-R

F-E-A-R “false evidence appearing real”

Fear of death keeps us from being bold in this dangerous world. It’s as though we’re not fully convinced that we go to heaven when we die. Fear is a natural response, but our LORD has conquered death and so we are released from the power of fear!


Hebrews 2 : “ [Christ] too shared in their humanity so that by his death he might destroy him who holds the power of death – that is, the devil – and free those who all their lives were held in slavery by their fear of death.”

updates...

After considering.. i decided to redo the personality test again since...... hehe... I'm a........

MelPhleg

So... what did i do in school today? haih.. my first day in school this week=P. as usual.. i woke up at 6am.. *skipped.. ate breakfast.. go to school. i always enjoy the morning "wind". as i walk a long the walk way to the dewan i enjoy the fresh morning air.. the cold, quiet atmosphere and the greeny padang grass. it is God's creation! sometimes... after a night of stress i feel peace flowing down after a 5 minutes walk along the walk way. heee..

Again... we, the form 3ss went for another outing. this time was better than the visit to the "penjara" which didn't fulfill what i expected to be. what a waste.... so... today.. we went to institut haiwan. we(most from our class) took the extraordinary bus. hehe.. we saw lots and lots of cows. they stink!!* i need fresh air we saw baby cows, huge cows and even pregnant cows(ready to deliver). hehe.. we visited rabbits too. one of the "penjaga" there explained that white rabbits are from China. huh?? i like white rabbits! after walking under the hot sun.. we continued our journey to tropical village.

The journey was "FUN" ! argh.. the bus tyre suddenly punctured! what lah.. poor bus driver.. he was panicked but some inconsiderate people just sat on the bus showing no respect but gossiping abt him. haha.. we waited for another bus to take us and.. we nearly knock down a dog. phew.... i enjoyed tropical village. i walked around teman-ed by Pek Man- a quiet but intelligent girl in class=)!

The whole outing was fun. we ate most of the time in the bus. and.. i ended up not eating my lunch. haha.. i slept straight after i went home.

i just cant understand why is my English is decreasing so badly. sigh.. sigh.. sigh... i just learned that i must recognise my problems and work at it until i get a positive result.=)

I ponteng-ed..
hehe

A Mother's LOVE!!

A mother's love is something
that no one can explain,
it's made of deep devotion
and of sacrifice and pain,
it is endless and unselfish
and enduring come what may
for nothing can destroy it
or take that love away.......
it is patient and forgiving
when all others are forsaking,
and it never fails or falters
even though the heart is breaking......
it believes beyond believing
when the world around condemns,
and it glows with all the beauty
of the rarest, brightest gems.
it is far beyond defining,
it defies all expectation,
and it still remains a secret
like the mysteries of creation......

a many splendoured miracle

man cannot understand

and another wondrous evidence
of God's tender, guiding hand.

The Cure..

A few moths ago, i borrowed a book for my good friend. it is "The Cure For a Troubled Heart". i find this book very useful for me=D! it started by questioning readers "Do you have a troubled heart today?, Do you have hurts that others can't see?, Wounds you can't even put into words?, Aches that are years deep and reach into the back rooms of your soul?" This whole book is based on the meditation of Psalm 37. here are some things that I've learned....

# The Son of God sees. He is moved with compassion by what He sees. the Lord Jesus feels it in His gut when He sees a troubled heart.

# The Lord sees beyond the physical beauty and the outward signs of success. the Lord sees straight into our troubled hearts. People are kind and sympathetic but only Jesus can see, feel and understand.

# There is a cure for a troubled heart. it starts by turning to the one who needs no appointments, description or explanations. He sees. He is moved. He will heal.

# We have to live on the promises of God when we go through hard times.

# No matter what our present circumstances, no matter how gloomy the day or heavy our heart, God's Word tells us:

"You(my children) will overcome. I will provide. I will comfort. I will heal. I will deliver. if not now, then later. if not in this life, then in the next."

# "Trust in the Lord, and do good." - Psalm 37:3. real comfort and healing for a troubled heart don't occur until we get in over our heads and strike out for the deep.

# Real trust doesn't occur until we've committed the full weight of our hopes, dreams and expectations -- our lives -- into His hands.

# Healing begins when we trust.

# His faithfulness is about the firmness, security, stability of His character. We can depend on Him. we can find rest, comfort and peace for which our hearts long for in Him.

# God is faithful. no matter what the situation, when we go to bed at night -- even if we have nothing in our hands or under our pillow -- even if there are no visible signs of success and blessing in our life -- we can trust Him to provide in the morning.

# Delight yourself in the Lord. Psalm 37:4.

# He is always within the range of our faintest cry for help. He loves to have us step out of our own strength and into His mighty shadow. He loves to have us find our delight and security in Him.

# " My son, you don't have to make everything right. you don't have to work everything out. you're trying to be a little god on your own. would you -- just for a while -- put all of that aside? would you step back from your worrying and scheming and trying to manipulate event... and just delight in Me?"

# There's a lot we need to do about our situation, a lot we should do, and a few things we may or may not do. but there are times in life when we need just to step back and say, " Lord, this is too serious, too hard and too heavy, and there's nothing else i can do. I'm going to direct my energies and emotions into delighting in You and let You work in my behalf."

# When everything can't be done we can step into the strength of the Lord God whose "arm.. is not too short to save, nor His ear too dull to hear".

# God is a giving God!!! He wants to give us the desire of our hearts. but there are times when some things we will never experience until we are ready to receive them by His hand. we can't work for this things. we can't obtain them by being sincere, doing good deeds... God wants to give them to you. and that requires an attitude of humble dependence upon Him.

# There is only emptiness and regret if we do things with our own strength to obtain our heart's desires.

# "Commit your way to the Lord, trust also in Him, and He shall bring it to pass." - psalm 37:5

# When we open our eyelids in the morning, we face a day we've never lived before. we have no idea what a year or a month or a say hilds. we wont's know what's going to happen in the next sixty seconds..... but He knows!!! He is the Lord of time and eternity. He's the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End!!!

# If we've trusted Him for salvation and heaven, our ultimate destination, why not trust Him for everything else in-between?

# If Jesus made our reservations and paid for our ticket to heaven with His own blood, doesn't it make sense that He will take care of us along our journey?

# When we rest before God, we must decide in our heart that He is in control -- whether life circumstances are going our way or not. He will do what's best!

# The Lord wants to be a Father who is there! A Father who is active toward us, not passive. He chooses to be near to us.

# He is the One who is all powerful and all knowing.

# He is the One for whom nothing is impossible.

# He is the One who sent His Son from His side to buy us back from the Kingdom of darkness and the slave market of sin.

# He is a God who gives power to the weak and strength to the weary.

# This is a God with care for a troubled heart!!! and if anyone was ever worth waiting for, He is!

Replies

Hey.. i didn't know that some of you actually left a msg in my Friend's test. i only knew it today..=P and.. i dunno how to reply.. so.. will reply here.

Hui Ying: haha.. it's OK!! haha.. i feel stress doing your test too K!! you scared??

Lee Ying: you tipu one oh!!=P not fare..

Joel: It's oklah.. hehe..

Prisc: It's oklar.. still not bad=)! the colour of my school bag is............

Joy: hmm... so-solah.. hahah... of course lah! aiyoh.. you're still the highest;)!

Chien Wei: what's the passing mark?? Yup!! will talk to you more lah=P. hee....

Yin Ying: still ok what! second highest. dun worry...

Phew...

ARGH!!!

Hahaha... this is my table before and during exam!!! but.. it's no more like this now=P.

Yay!!!!

hehe.. HOw can a person be high and low at the same time?

well.. i guess this two emotions can take place when your world is upside down while a super nice friend comes by and cheers you up!! hehe..

yesterday, i chatted with my lovely good friend. we two were down and... eventually, she brightened me up and i brightened her up too. hehe.. so wonderful that feeling!! at least i knew that i cheered her up though i was down. haha...

cheers + cheers = cheers squared

so.. we ended up being happy and not sad!yay!!

In conclusion, hurt people hurt people. cheering someone when they are down can be one of the most delightful thing. words and a smile can cheer someone up!!

argh!

WHAT TO DO???!!!!
TELL ME!!!!!
GIVE ME IDEAS!!!

Pls try.. Just For Fun k?=)

Create your own Friend Test here

Thanks!!

=)

Thank You For The Cross, The Mighty Cross.

Thank You for the cross
The mighty cross
That God Himself should
die for such as us
And everyday we’re changed
Into Your image more and more
Yes, by the cross
We’ve truly been transformed

And we’re so amazed
And we give You praise
That You would save us at such a cost
We’re so amazed
And we give You praise
For the power of he cross
For the power of the cross

This morning, after breakfast, I did my quiet time. After that.. this song popped out of my mind. Hehe… a long lost song! This few days.. i sense God talking to me during my quiet. every time when it comes to the conclusion part.. it always ends with something that suits my situation. hehe.. sometimes, it's difficult to understand. what is He really trying to tell me?? or.. is He really telling me something? anyway, it's really comforting to know that God answers my and even our prayers!! yay!!=)

same..

Guess who's leggies are those?
=P
we have the same pair of shoes.
same size
same colour
same design
from the same company
from the same shop
same same same same.
cool right?
hehe..

Psalm 121

I lift up my eyes to the hills ---
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord,
the Maker of heave and earth.

He will not let your foot slip ---
he who watches over you will not
slumber;
indeed, he who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.

The Lord watches over you ---
the Lord is your shade at your
right hand;
the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.

The Lord will keep you from all
harm---
he will watch over your life;
the Lord will watch over your coming
and going
both now and forevermore.

teaching..

When I'm on the verge of breaking down,
I stop and think,
Hey,
Wait a minute,
I don't have to despair,
I've got Jesus!
In this ever changing world,
I sometimes forget,
That there's a Friend,
Who is always waiting for me to speak to Him.
I sometimes cry out,
"Jesus, help me,"
I hear no answer.
But the next day, then someone comes to my rescue,
I say to myself,
"That was just a coincidence,"
Little did i know,
My Lord was the One who sent the rescuer.
So, my friend,
If you ever cry to Jesus,
And hear no answer,
Don't despair,
Rather,
Stop and think,
Will God who created you,
Forsake you?
That is for you to decide.


*It's a fact that life's not a breeze. We cant go through life doing only the things we like to do. Of course, nobody likes doing difficult jobs but after all our complains, we'll find that it's these difficult jobs that make us strong and mature.

Through it All...

Hooray!! Finally, after years of reading the same old bookssss I am now FREE! thanks you all for your prayers=)! i really really appreciated it. thanks you so much, not just so much but so so so much for smsing, encouraging and even calling me up through out the week.

The FiVe days just ended sweet and fast(for melah). haha.. everyday go to school, sit for exam, study, exam, eat and go home. each day just passed like this without me realizing that now it's already Friday=P. let me sum up what happened this week. huh....

It started with Sunday.. i didnt go for sports and even cg=( coz i was not allowed to. i started to lack trust in God. sigh.. we had Bm paper(only) on Monday and i started to fall sick!! argh.. why at this hour when i'm having PMR?? it got worse at night and i started to cry at the morning=S. dun play play ok! this is PMR and not normal exam. i was worried and in the same time lacking.... how to sit for exam when i haven't even finish reading????

ok... i still sat for the paper=). the papers were ok but i didnt feel well. then.. Wednesday. ergh! sejarah.. i felt so sleepy while doing the questions. haih.. never mind.. Thursday.. and here comes Friday which is today!!!=P i still cant believe that i actually sat for PMR and this five days just ended like this.

Ahhh.. so what are my plans after this?? hehe..

* clear my table. huh.. it's in a whole mess!! books, papers, pencils, erasers.. everywhere on the table. on the floor too.. books everywhere.

* back drop for Sharing Day..

* In charge for tomorrow's party..

* go Malacca?? can i?? am i?? will i?? hope so..

* Go for some orthodontic treatment. sigh... i dont want!

* read " story books" again..

* catch up with friends..

* help out some lil thing.. not sure what yet..

Anymore ideas?????????

i'm looking forward to form 4. hehe.. i'm very curious how's physics, how's bio, how's chemistry, how's add math like.. but, before going to form 4, i wanna enjoy form 3 life first=P. and also.. see how torturing life for the form 4s.. i decided not to think too much and desire to much to go for form 4. hehe...

Last Post.. (GiVe Me FIVE)

FEAR # joy = Strength
FAith + trust = Confidence
Prayersss = Wisdom
PreSSURE # friends = Courage
TROUBLED # John 14:27 = Peace
WORRIES # focus = Concentration

Yay!! can you all get what i'm trying to say?? heee... Give me FIVE!! Yah.. FIVE!! after FIVE.. i will be free.. After FIVE.. i'm on my own=P.

To all the Form 3sss.. All the best to you. take one day and one steps at a time, do your best and the five days will be over very soon=)!

**** # is divide. i cant find the divide sign on the keyboard. got ah??hehe..

I dun Like Them!!

Can raisinsssss increase our brain cells or... memory???

Sej!!

I realized..




I LIKE sejarah!!


hehe..

@

challenging

&

interesting..

=P

Fear?

So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my
righteous right hand.
- Isaiah 41:10

So we say with confidence,
The Lord is my helper:
I will not be afraid.
What can man do to me?
-Hebrews 13:6

Ask and it will be given to you;
seek and you will find;
knock and the door will be opened to you.
-Matthew 7:7

Give your worries to the LORD.

He will take care of you.
He will never let good people down.
- Psalm 55:22

Jesus said," Do not let your hearts be troubled.
Trust in God.
And trust in me."
-John 14:1

But those who hope in the LOrd
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary;
they will walk and not be faint.
- Isaiah 40:31

I am your Creator.
You were in my care even before you were born.
- Isaiah 44:2

You Lord, give perfect peace to those who keep their purpose firm
and put their trust in you.
- Isaiah 16:3

And we know that in all things God works for the good
for those who love Him,
who have been called according to His purpose.
- Romans 8:28

i pray that Your words will always be in my heart and mind. and i pray that it will be a constant reminder for me that you are with me and will help me through.

YAy!! i found a new blog skin!!=)))))
will come up after PMR!!!=D
haih..

...

HI!! nothing much to post about so i will write about random stuff. SCHoOl.. form 5s are still having their trials while we form 3sss are trying hard to study through subjects especially the weaker ones! Gah!! ChineSE!!! how lah? still getting a B-- rank! teachers are worried about our results cause according to the afternoon session teachers, this year's form 3 will break the " school record". is it?? hmmm.. No more teachings in school. we seem to be "enjoying" ourselves much!! kaka.. Latihans everyday.. good for us!=P i loved doing latihans! oh ya, we are deciding a farewell party for Cik Kek after PMR. she's leaving.. happy?? sad? dunno.. but it means loosing a Chinese teacher in school. haha.. trying not to get too cope up with it and to focus on studies. hehe.. i'm "counting" the days, not counting.. i dont want to know how many more scary days to go. i cant wait for this big, small, medium, frustrating, important exam to be OVER!!

My ColleCtiOn..=P

yesterday

After talking about certain with one of my friend, i got affected. argh..

Everything that i studied just stayed floating in my mind and evaporate else where within a few minutes.
all faded away..
I decided to sms "it" but i changed my mind.
I pray.. and after a while worries flowed away..
but, i was tired so, i slept
and
it resulted me getting up at 5am today.
=SSSSS
worth it??
crazy??
hahahah...
the good thing is..
i didnt feel sleepy in school=D.

祸莫大于不知足

GERAK GEMPUR NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!

promiSes..

It's impossible to count the number of promises that have been made and then broken. Many people are sincere when they make their promises. So, why do they break them? Because people change. But God never changes...

Hebrews 6:13-20

As far as the Jews are concerned, Abraham is the father of their race. Many hundreds of years before Jesus was born, God promised Abraham that He would be blessed through him.

It must have been quite difficult for Abraham to believe how such a thing could be possible since he and his wife were childless. But Abraham believed in God. Then, after Issac was born and Abraham had proved to be obedient in willing to offer God His son, God again made an oath to His promise to strengthen Abraham's faith. He is still the same unchanging God and we can safely put our hope in Him. Our hope in Christ is like an anchor for our soul. Just as an anchor holds a ship safely in position, our hope in Christ guarantees our safety. Ships' anchors go down to the seabed but our anchor has been taken up to heaven by Jesus Himself where it is held in place by God. You couldn't get more secure than that!

If we place all our hopes and our future in the promises of people, we'll be disappointed because both people and circumstances change. But whatever the circumstances, God never changes. He guarantees our salvation, peace, guidance and joy when we trust in Him.

=)

"...some places like temples and churches are holy places..."
- English teacher -

Are churches holy??..

My WeeK..

There is time for everything. Time to be happy, time to laugh, time to be serious and time to be sad.

Yay!! I went through quite a wonderful week. Some things just kept me occupied from not being too bored. hehe.. Holidays started with church opening. ya, it was quite fun=) then Sunday we had games but no cg. o.. I was given a " duty" to be in charge of the BBQ party. not me only.. but Hui Ying and Joyce too were involved. it was a great fun doing it. maybe cos it's the first time. dunno..=D Day by day.. it just passes off like this=(. i didnt really study cos i'm getting lazier, sigh..PMR is near!! NEAr!! the joyous day was Friday. haha.. cause i got a God news from my friend and we had the party too. i was kind of sad cos didnt get to stay over with the others. never mind.. Yah!! something happened before the party!! haha.. cockroaches in the charcoal bag!! yah!! it's TRUE(for those who didnt know). muahaha.. i hate themlah!! small, HUGE, tiny, medium size of cockroaches was found in the bag of charcoal we bought(Hui Ying??).Eeee.. they went round, crawling on the grass and everywhere, but not in the house. we even saw cockroaches eggs. ergh..

=( =S =( =S =( =S

School starts tmr!! i'm still int he playing mode... haih..

Lord, grant m your strength to go through each day of life. help me to be able to still praise you no matter whether i'm happy or sad. and may your name be glorified everyday! Amen.

*i didnt sleep well again through out this week=(.