No perfect one

Have been having two modules for year 2, sem 2.1 block 1. studio lighting and Italian languages and culture.

I enjoy Italian quite a lot. haha.. i cant believe it cause i was not looking forward to any Italian classes at first. As for studio lighting, i enjoy it too but it has become tiresome. really.. really tiresome.. Somehow i know roughly the reason of the "tiresome-ness" but i don't wanna push the blame to anybody la..

See, it's like that. For studio lighting, we work in groups of 3. And i tell you:P my patience has never never ever been stretched so far before.. everyday after shooting, i get really tired, weary(ya, you can say that i didn't rely on His strength) and sometimes even frustrated. I find myself having really deep naps after school which i don't really have previously. Thank God that those naps really helped me mentally la.

Sigh. it's never easy working with people.

Despite all that is happening, i thank God for my group la. I believe that He has put me in this group for reasons. One thing i learned was no groups are perfect. they might look nice externally but you don't know what they are facing until you're in that certain group. Sometimes, i just have to let go into His hands and not taking control of what is beyond my control.

One more week. i wanna do it with Your strength. May your Name be glorified!

impossible - im = possible

Sometimes, it takes just a little more faith to see God's hands move in a problem. When we say:" Lord, i've had enough. I'm really tired about this problem already." When our tiredness leads us into total dependence on Him, this is when we will see a little hope and a little intervention that God has done. It just takes a little more faith sometimes to see Him making the impossible POSSIBLE instead of controlling and solving our own problems and ending up not seeing what God can do for us. God doesn't like us controlling our problems and wanting things to be solved in our own way. It's when we stop controlling our problems, placing them into God's hands, that is when we will see God's hands moving.

What Lord, are you teaching me this week? Have i place my total dependence on Him? Am i still holding on to things that i need to let go into His care?