I enjoy Italian quite a lot. haha.. i cant believe it cause i was not looking forward to any Italian classes at first. As for studio lighting, i enjoy it too but it has become tiresome. really.. really tiresome.. Somehow i know roughly the reason of the "tiresome-ness" but i don't wanna push the blame to anybody la..
See, it's like that. For studio lighting, we work in groups of 3. And i tell you:P my patience has never never ever been stretched so far before.. everyday after shooting, i get really tired, weary(ya, you can say that i didn't rely on His strength) and sometimes even frustrated. I find myself having really deep naps after school which i don't really have previously. Thank God that those naps really helped me mentally la.
Sigh. it's never easy working with people.
Despite all that is happening, i thank God for my group la. I believe that He has put me in this group for reasons. One thing i learned was no groups are perfect. they might look nice externally but you don't know what they are facing until you're in that certain group. Sometimes, i just have to let go into His hands and not taking control of what is beyond my control.
One more week. i wanna do it with Your strength. May your Name be glorified!
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