HEY! you might be wondering why am i here... still blogging, still at home and not in NS.. hehe... yah, true enough.. i'm still at home and i'm not sure when am i going back to my "2nd mission trip".
a lot has happened and is still happening in my life.... NS, decisions to make, things to consider and much much more... it's not easy at all... but i believe God will lead and guide if i look to Him:)..
anyways.. rewinding back.. i was in NS for 5 days.. it was a very different 5 days of my life.. the journey to tasik chini took about 4 hours ++... the journey was not that enjoying for me... smses kept coming in.. calls from people and loved ones... my words were "shaking" everytime when someone called... sometimes cant even control my tears...:P I MISS HOME.. it's hard and not pleasant at all when you're force to do something you dont like... but... it's about perspective... how i look at it....
the first two days of camp was mainly adapting to the campsite.. didnt have much activities but was tiring... not until the third day when we had to get up at 5 something and get ready at the padang kawat before 630am. but thank God that it was 630am in the morning if not if it's 12 noon i think we'll all melt. hehe...
ya, i made new friends.. friends that i think God had planned for me to meet up with because i think they were friends that were easy to get along with. *photos are om fb* the bunch of friends that i got to know eventually became my good friends there...
to sum it all up, i didnt regret experiencing my life in NS for 5 days... though it was a long five days for me, i believe it was a priviledge for me to be there. not everybody gets selected for NS. for me, NS is and was a very good opportunity to reach out... my camp only had 4 christians(1 wira and 3 wirawatis). out of the four including me, i knew one of them which is catherine. anyway, i pray and hope that they'll enjoy their stay in tasik chini and they'll come out as a stronger person:)...
to be honest, i actually came out of NS more stress than when i was in NS.. weird? hehe.. now i have decisions to make.. not those minor decisions but MAJOR ones which with change my life(maybe forever).i'm still on my way to decide between poly and f6...
lately.. i can say that.... it's really a lot to digest... and i hope my body can take it...
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