社会

lately, I've come to really realise that the world is actually so 现实. not that i've not realise it previously but sometimes we need to experience it ourselves in order to understand the meaning of it. it's really a "sigh sigh sigh" every time i think of this. it's saddening how many people are forced to live according to the 现实ness.

it's sad how the world judge things. "you must be the top.... to get this". "you must be... in order to achieve this". "you must learn... to be famous". "if you don't.... you won't be accepted"... AH! the world at first simple and sweet like those of Adam's and Ave has become so complicated and corrupted. the world has change. changed! read through the first chapter of Genesis and you'll realise a huge difference.

i dont know whether others in other industries are affected. maybe it's more prominent in the so called design world. here(at least for now-the module that i'm doing where one of my assignment is where i need to go for an interview as if i'm applying for a job). well, i know this assignment would train my communication skills as a designer but it's also all about how well you promote yourself. how well you promote your portfolio and to sum it all up it depends on "the boss" whether he likes you, whether he thinks you're worth it to be employed. everything is so subjective. *actually, i think it's more complicated than this*

haih.....

*oh Lord, help me.